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I think I seriously need to break the habit of staying up late for no particular reason like browsing Craig’s List for a part time job or special events to work for extra cash.  I am currently trying to pay down/off my credit card debt but part of the answer to that is that I really need to stop shopping! I have a bad habit of using shopping as a therapeutic crutch and as a result I end up buying things on sale and justifying it.  Granted I have not built up that much more debt but have not been making that big of dent in the amount that I have already built up which is unfortunate.  Now I have a huge closet full of clothes shoes and bags to show for it but I would gladly trade that for being debt free in a second.  Now having just watched a Susie Orman and Oprah shoe I kind of feel like I am living a lie which I am.  The only way my debt is going to go down if I cut back and stop spending the hard earned money I pick up from my new job and my additional job and use that money to pay down and sock away in my saving account to build up an emergency fund since the economy is so unstable right now.  I do not need another bag or another shirt or another pair of shoes (I definitely do not need more of those!) .  However, since I am looking at Craig’s List I come across the other advertisements there like the ones who are looking for one night stands or encounters and then there are the Craig’s List personals.  Part of me on occasion would like to just respond to one of those ads advertising one night stands because a girl has needs that a vibrator won’t fulfill and if you aren’t dating anyone your options are more limited.  Anyone who I have tried to “booty call” never actually works out that way or they suddenly develop a conscious and suddenly don’t want to do that for whatever reason.  But there are obvious risks involved if you’re a single girl living by herself and let alone the disease factor.  So one day I will perhaps respond but more likely I will try the Craig’s List personals which I have also come across—why pay for a personal ad when it can be free right? So maybe it will come to that sometime later but right now I’m in the now where land with no prospects even in sight and have resorted to thinking about B from the wedding and that a really nice guy isn’t all that bad right? So what if he’s not the brightest tool in the shed.  I wouldn’t mind refreshing my memory as to how he was in bed.  And who needs to really talk if you’re making out with someone?

Anyway,………no more posting in the middle of the night since I happened to become slightly delusional as indicated by my last post! Perhaps I will meet someone interesting this week although I am spending much of it on a retreat with co-workers.

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