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So I was watching a repeat episode of Ugly Betty which I kind of like but do not follow like a religion.  It’s a cute show and I like it for entertainment purposes.  It was an episode where she meets another guy and I think she broke up or was no longer with the guy that she really liked.  They had kissed in an earlier episode and he was pursuing her to a degree and when she finally decided that she would give him a chance and asked him to do something he turned around and said no–that he didn’t think that it was such a good idea.  She asked him why since he kissed her, danced with her, and talked about being the rebound guy and he just said simply I don’t want to be your rebound guy I want to be the guy.  And it was one of those moments which you went awe,…….that’s really sweet and the first thing that I came to my head was I want to find that guy out there who wants to be “the guy” for me.  I have yet to find someone who sticks around long enough to be that guy which means that none of the were that one obviously! But somehow why am I sitting here contemplating getting a cat so I would at least have some company! My house kind of feels a little barren.  And then I was watching Private Practice and these gals had their friends with benefits relationships which don’t work out but it would at least be nice.  And the just having sex has never really worked for me–when I’ve done it I’ve felt either dirty or I got attached which is both not a good thing.  And then when I have wanted to do it with people they never actually want to which is funny because again it is all about the timing unfortunately.

Something somewhere needs to change though because I am kind of tired of being in this rut in terms of my love life.  I seriously don’t want to end this year with my best dating experience being the one month I went out with the freaking married cyclist.  There has to be a better story out there that has yet to be made! As much as I loved hanging out with one of the women I work with, her husband joined us and a group of guys kept looking over but whichever one of them was single (even if there was one that was) none of them did anything!!! I think one of them thought I might have been continuously making eye contact which I was not,…they were just sitting in a spot where I kept looking at since they were kind of in my line of vision.  Anyway,…those are my nights now apparently–I end up the third wheel or I go out with a couple.

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